Monday an unlucky day -24 May 2010- :(

Mobile show girl contest begin, its was my first day on stage face so many ppl that i dont even noe them.can u imagine how nervous am i? bad day for me coz i tripped on the stage!!! aarrrghh! what an embarrass thing tat had ever happened on me?WHY?!! I feel down down down and DOWN! nobody could understand my feeling...including YOU. Everyone was trying to cheer me up i dun care whether they are wearing a mask or without mask..well u understand,it is stil a competition~ but anyway i really thanks to you guys who cheer me up.I did feel much better now but yet thr stil have something tat is running in my mind tat make me couldnt fell asleep. seriously im losing my confident here, i hope i can get back my confident b4 the show tomolo..Face it and challenge it..and i hope i can perform not just better but BEST of me on the stage tomolo. *FINGER CROSSED* Hope nothing bad gonna happen on me.

A "Sweet" for the day ^.^

Here is some conversation that i think is so sweet from him.(my bf)

Hubbie: Now go oi oi la k..late edy..mwarhs.. lov you baby. hugsss..mwarhss.

Mie: Goodnight :( -because i wanted to chat with him bit longer-

Hubbie: Baby y sad face..hmmm..don sad face le..bie bie yang yang..mwarhss!

Mie: k le, need to take shower then oi oi. good night and sweet dream - trying to be cool,haha-

Hubbie: Baby..why din mwarhs mwarhs me geh..dim gai gam yai yai geh..

awww, is so sweet once i have received this! is so hard to hear my bf talk something like that to me!haha..

Mie: hahaha, hanarh! come! eeemmmmmuuaaack! the longest wan! full of my saliva on ur face liao!
haha shoo! Go sleep la..dim gai gam yai yai geh ar! hehe:) nite, luv you hubbie.

Hubbie: hmmmm, shoo me dy oooo..ok lo night baby..lov u.mwarhs..mwarhs...hugsss...


***...I Love You Hubbie kh, you just make me smile :)...***

10 May 2010

I went for an audition of mobile showgirl contest. My feeling at that time was nervous + I saw all the competitor is quite strong its make me losing my confident on the spot! GDI! LOL. everyone was dressing so well+applied some make up but me...nothing, actually i went thr just after i woke up from nap. can you imagine how blur am i?hmmm didnt apply any make up, din even comb my hair and i edy walk out from my room wearing a shorts and a t-shirt. haha. anyway, tomolo is time for photoshooting and might be the final decision for the judges to make. GodBlessMe :) is time to sleep,good night everyone~

Do not try to pollute my mind pls. back off.

I dont wanna listen what my bf's pass-history- im pissed after listen all that, coz thr will never be possitive thing. Just do not try to come and pollute my mind with all those shitty stuff.. i just believe what i see,and what i feel! i can feel he's real towards me NOW~ his loyalty towards me NOW~ He loves me so much which i can feel it, so do i! so pls dont come and try to pollute me with those shitty information which is no prove! ok fine, assume thr have a prove! but now, i choose to gv up to find out the truth coz i believe in him! i love him so much! and past is past..even thr might have prove or whatevaz..is ntg else i can do to changed the PAST! All i can do now is building strong present & future relationship btw me and him! I'm gonna prove to you guys!I'm gonna shut your mouth!

Act like who u r, whr u come from!

be back urself, noneed care about wat ppl think of you. you dont need them in ur life so why u r so mind bout it? just dont gv a shit to those who trying to show off wat she have and BITCH's attitude! is doesnt worth at all..why must you wasting your time to think how to be good to her.be yourselve..and love yourselve more than anyone. dont force yourselve to do the thing tat i dont wanna do. is not gonna be happy!!! be confidence with yourselve is the most important! get back the confindence u have las time and stand up again infront of ppl who look u down last time.show them u are not that weak as they think, show them wat u got and shut them up!bitch!

Is all about "her"

I got no idea why is she so powerful to mess my own mind think alots until i couldnt fall asleep last night!? i wonder? why is she the person who can make me think so much for just onli her? i torturing me tho.:( what is actually running in my mind??! there again with a question mark! hmmm...i noe i might be think TOO MUCH but then i just cant control my mind of running her stuff~ Grrrr...is so suffering.. i damn hate this feeling! pls n pls...get out from my mind!

It has been awhile i didnt update my blog edy. . .

1st sem break- well ntg much to do, just learn how to make sushi and cupcakes with my fren christal...and then drive all the to nilai and gv it to my bf.haha how sweet is tat huh~=))

2nd Birthday celebration- with bf and inti's frens, was vry happy..memorable moment that my bf gave to me n all my frens, present for birthday from bf is a BB phone. was so excited n surprised!...thanks!i love you bie!!!^^ another is pre-celebration with all my jie mui in kl,delicious. the food is delicious as like the shop's name=) the place is perfect..is romantic^^ awww my frens, siew ling she has bake a cake for me is so nice and yum yum~ thx sis<3

3rd Result release- thx god is all PASSED, but then the grade is not wat i want..i did better study hard for this sem, this is the last sem for me! go jodee! then im gonna finished my FOUNDATION n then proceed to degree. what a happy thing tat i wish to be ever!xD