I just cant control myself..tears keep... T___T

Big misunderstanding...(crying like mad now T____T)argue with my bebe le.. i juz wanna let u know i will change coz of you! i jz cannot lost you! i feel so scared! if that moment u really say "we r finish!" i feel like dying infront of you..pls...dont~ever~say..that to me pls~"Im sorry for suspend you..just give me somethimes to change okie~i will, i promise you! what u expect from me..it will HAPPEN one day..trust me! and the day is coming SOON! I believe that i can make IT WORKS! trust me babe..i need ur trust!iloveyousomuch!