Recently *Photoshooting*

Here some pics ;)

photographer included: Mario, Ken pun, Fendy, Alan, Aaroon and last but not least Chin siang! 

Thanks to all the photographer for the great photoshooting:)

New * Summer cloth ;)

Nail painting - Teeheee;)

                                      

                                       

                                        

Taaadaaa!!!nice?xDthis is what i did to my nails when im stil awake at 6.11A.M!!!!FML~

Celebrate little Nemo's birthday at kampachi,pavi.

Here u go, birthday girl Nemo^^

Squeeeze squeeze!

Cant stop laughing.LOL

Passport photo.xD

S.M.I.L.E

See! so chubbiieee><

Me & siew ling jie;)

Yum yum!

:p

Beef teppanyaki set!

Cute cupcake made by siew ling sifu:)

Ling Ling and nemooo

Making wishes

1.Grow taller

2. Get good result in SPM 2010!

Wish you all the best here! Result with FLYING COLOURS~

LOL

we found superwomen in kampachi!xD

muahahaha~

Taadaaa~D present...

Look alike?:)

anyway, we had lot of fun that day, onces again~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEMO<3

"sai lei mui"

-Tam Qing Sue On-"Sai lei mui" yu gor lei dei yau tai tam qing suen on geh wa lei yin koi zhi dou ngor gong mat:)

hai hei yat bin geh sai lei mui yu dou gei gam qing shi tong ngor dou cha mm duo yat yong, sai lei mui zong yi kingsley. ji hau kui dei jau hei mai yat chai~hou sweet. guo jor yat diun shi gan kingsley tong sai lei mui tai chut fen shao yat wai kingsley geh mami fan dui kui dei hei mai yat chai. kingsley wa yat hoi chi jau mm ying koi hai mai yat chai..lei ko fen shau dui sai lei mui yau hou dai geh da kek (zou sor shi)sam zhi fu siong hoi zi kei, tui hoi jau gam sei jor kui..siong yat liu bak liu..mm siong gam shau dou gor zong tong fu geh gam gok. dan hei dong kui lang zeng lok lei geh si hau kui gok dak sei hai gai kuit mm dou shi geh. kui shuin zak jor zan zok hei lei kui ming dui yi kin shi.( face the fact) sai lei mui kui zan hai fong dak dai, kui jou dou jor. ngor dou you hui hou chi kui gam sai lei sin dak.

In this drama: I remember a part where kingsley(professor king) says if i could make a machine that can go back to the past, i will choose not to start the relationship. I will choose to make the happiness stay instead of sadness to her/him. same goes to me.

24th

Result will be out on 24th of august. Hope i get to pass all my subjects so that i can straight away proceed to my degree instead of wasting a semester more to study the same subject. *finger crossed* GOD BLESS ME!!!

It have been bothering me quite sometimes. . .

i always tot that i can do it, strong enough to accept the fact and go thru it vry fast..but today, i stil have the same feeling like i always has before this when i saw something that i don wish to see.I fucking don't feel good at all! i ask myself why it stil bothering me since the thing became d fact that i need to accepted. who am i to be the one to care and mind again?i keep telling myself i am no one..no longer the one who can get angry with the thing no longer the one who can ask for an explanation about it. This is hurt but it teaches me alots and bring me a good life experience that i ever had. no matter how hard it gonna be...i must tell myself "Its gonna be alrite, just bit more to get thru it and u will get back ur own life vry vry soon honey"keep going~

Final exam!!!

Preparation for final, everyday just sleep for few hours.

hope its worth it.

Everything is gonna be alrite, all I need to do now is keep going.

focus!!!

GodBlessMe<3

GoodLuck to everyone who having their FINAL as well!

''Curtain's finally closing....

    

                                       you put on quite a show
                                          Really had me going
                                        But now it's time to go
                                         Curtain's finally closing
                                         That was quite a show
                                           Very entertaining
                              But it's over now (but it's over now)!!!

Is time to let go

A relationship that shouldn't be keep holding on anymore~
There is nothing left.
No one else to please,
nothing more to do.
It's time I give up on this,
like I have with everything else in my life.
I have given up my dreams,
my ambitions,
my beliefs.
Most of these things were for the better
I will admit.
But everything that used to matter to me,
doesn't mean shit.
I have changed.
Drastically in some ways.
But when you think there's nothing left
to even life for anymore,
you just have to give up.
Because you know you can't go on.
So,
I'm giving up.
I'm saying goodbye.

慢慢的会知道...

01.慢慢的才知道,太在乎别人了往往会伤害自己

02.慢慢的才知道,对自己好的人会随着时间的流逝越来越少,

03.慢慢的才知道,一个人要自己对自己好,因为真正关心你的人很少,有了事他们也不一定会在你身边。所以要自己照顾自己

04.慢慢的才知道,真心对一个人好不一定有回报,而你忽略的人往往有可能是最重视你的,

05.慢慢的才知道,很多东西是可遇而不可求的,很多东西只能拥有一次,

06.慢慢的才知道,恋爱不一定是真心的, 有可能是利益关系,有可能是攀比心理,

07.慢慢的才知道,不要和别人争论什么,因为那是没有结果的,无论谁对谁错,

08.慢慢的才知道,很多时候自己遇到不开心事,千万不要渴望别人同情,大多数人会采取冷漠回敬的。那样会更让人家看不起,

09.慢慢的才知道,有很多东西是不属于你的,你使劲强求会遭天遣的,

10.慢慢的才知道,未必做每件事情都有意义,可是做的每件事情都觉得是一件回忆!

11.慢慢的才知道,人的性格可以差异到如此之大,

12.慢慢的才知道,许多曾经的人会变的让你认不出,但请留住回忆。

13.慢慢的才知道,从现在开始应该把握每一个你能把握的人,放弃你留不住的人,不要因为想留住个别人而失去一群人。

14.慢慢的才知道,自己一定在乎自己的自尊,但你的自尊在别人眼里根本不算什么,

15.慢慢的才知道,不要心情不好的时候对周围人发脾气,渴望他们谅解你,人家不是你的父母,现在你可以明白父母对自己多么重要,

16.慢慢的才知道,即便有人对情感看的无所谓,你一定要坚信,人之间的感情, 有可能会令所有东西都无法超越的,但记住,只是有可能,

17.慢慢的才知道,原来现实如此的无奈。

"Better In Time"

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will 

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time 

When U're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

Monday an unlucky day -24 May 2010- :(

Mobile show girl contest begin, its was my first day on stage face so many ppl that i dont even noe them.can u imagine how nervous am i? bad day for me coz i tripped on the stage!!! aarrrghh! what an embarrass thing tat had ever happened on me?WHY?!! I feel down down down and DOWN! nobody could understand my feeling...including YOU. Everyone was trying to cheer me up i dun care whether they are wearing a mask or without mask..well u understand,it is stil a competition~ but anyway i really thanks to you guys who cheer me up.I did feel much better now but yet thr stil have something tat is running in my mind tat make me couldnt fell asleep. seriously im losing my confident here, i hope i can get back my confident b4 the show tomolo..Face it and challenge it..and i hope i can perform not just better but BEST of me on the stage tomolo. *FINGER CROSSED* Hope nothing bad gonna happen on me.

A "Sweet" for the day ^.^

Here is some conversation that i think is so sweet from him.(my bf)

Hubbie: Now go oi oi la k..late edy..mwarhs.. lov you baby. hugsss..mwarhss.

Mie: Goodnight :( -because i wanted to chat with him bit longer-

Hubbie: Baby y sad face..hmmm..don sad face le..bie bie yang yang..mwarhss!

Mie: k le, need to take shower then oi oi. good night and sweet dream - trying to be cool,haha-

Hubbie: Baby..why din mwarhs mwarhs me geh..dim gai gam yai yai geh..

awww, is so sweet once i have received this! is so hard to hear my bf talk something like that to me!haha..

Mie: hahaha, hanarh! come! eeemmmmmuuaaack! the longest wan! full of my saliva on ur face liao!
haha shoo! Go sleep la..dim gai gam yai yai geh ar! hehe:) nite, luv you hubbie.

Hubbie: hmmmm, shoo me dy oooo..ok lo night baby..lov u.mwarhs..mwarhs...hugsss...


***...I Love You Hubbie kh, you just make me smile :)...***

10 May 2010

I went for an audition of mobile showgirl contest. My feeling at that time was nervous + I saw all the competitor is quite strong its make me losing my confident on the spot! GDI! LOL. everyone was dressing so well+applied some make up but me...nothing, actually i went thr just after i woke up from nap. can you imagine how blur am i?hmmm didnt apply any make up, din even comb my hair and i edy walk out from my room wearing a shorts and a t-shirt. haha. anyway, tomolo is time for photoshooting and might be the final decision for the judges to make. GodBlessMe :) is time to sleep,good night everyone~

Do not try to pollute my mind pls. back off.

I dont wanna listen what my bf's pass-history- im pissed after listen all that, coz thr will never be possitive thing. Just do not try to come and pollute my mind with all those shitty stuff.. i just believe what i see,and what i feel! i can feel he's real towards me NOW~ his loyalty towards me NOW~ He loves me so much which i can feel it, so do i! so pls dont come and try to pollute me with those shitty information which is no prove! ok fine, assume thr have a prove! but now, i choose to gv up to find out the truth coz i believe in him! i love him so much! and past is past..even thr might have prove or whatevaz..is ntg else i can do to changed the PAST! All i can do now is building strong present & future relationship btw me and him! I'm gonna prove to you guys!I'm gonna shut your mouth!

Act like who u r, whr u come from!

be back urself, noneed care about wat ppl think of you. you dont need them in ur life so why u r so mind bout it? just dont gv a shit to those who trying to show off wat she have and BITCH's attitude! is doesnt worth at all..why must you wasting your time to think how to be good to her.be yourselve..and love yourselve more than anyone. dont force yourselve to do the thing tat i dont wanna do. is not gonna be happy!!! be confidence with yourselve is the most important! get back the confindence u have las time and stand up again infront of ppl who look u down last time.show them u are not that weak as they think, show them wat u got and shut them up!bitch!

Is all about "her"

I got no idea why is she so powerful to mess my own mind think alots until i couldnt fall asleep last night!? i wonder? why is she the person who can make me think so much for just onli her? i torturing me tho.:( what is actually running in my mind??! there again with a question mark! hmmm...i noe i might be think TOO MUCH but then i just cant control my mind of running her stuff~ Grrrr...is so suffering.. i damn hate this feeling! pls n pls...get out from my mind!

It has been awhile i didnt update my blog edy. . .

1st sem break- well ntg much to do, just learn how to make sushi and cupcakes with my fren christal...and then drive all the to nilai and gv it to my bf.haha how sweet is tat huh~=))

2nd Birthday celebration- with bf and inti's frens, was vry happy..memorable moment that my bf gave to me n all my frens, present for birthday from bf is a BB phone. was so excited n surprised!...thanks!i love you bie!!!^^ another is pre-celebration with all my jie mui in kl,delicious. the food is delicious as like the shop's name=) the place is perfect..is romantic^^ awww my frens, siew ling she has bake a cake for me is so nice and yum yum~ thx sis<3

3rd Result release- thx god is all PASSED, but then the grade is not wat i want..i did better study hard for this sem, this is the last sem for me! go jodee! then im gonna finished my FOUNDATION n then proceed to degree. what a happy thing tat i wish to be ever!xD

=(

kinda busy le..final is coming! have to fight for FINAL!!! sorry wil blog soon=)

Busy months

a lots of assignment need to submit, a lots of test and final exam is coming!oh gosh!! busy, busy and busy! X.X

Missing you

I don't want you to know, so I try to be strong. I don't want you to think that without you, I can't go on. But that's how it is, and that's how it will be, because, Baby, I love you, I need you, I miss you, and without you, there's just no me.

..love..

If you love something set it free , if it comes back then it's yours , if not it wasn't meant to be yours.

When are you most likely to shed a tear or two?

When I don't understand... when the emotion consumes me... when I am so sad my heart aches... I cry when the tears build up so much that I cannot hold them anymore. I try not to cry. when I am so happy my heart sings... I cry when it means something.

HOW TO TELL IF A GIRL LIKES A GUY

1.The girl will laugh at all your jokes.
2.She'll stare at you with a smile on her face.
3.She'll ask you who you like, continuously.
4.She might try to make you jealous.
5.She'll beg that you do everything for her.
6.She might start talking to your friends.
7.She'll talk to you about the different varieties of guys.
8.She'll always seem to be talking about how nice you are.
9.She'll always be flirting with every other guy except you.
10.She'll always ask what to do in a bad situation.

HOW TO TELL IF A GUY LIKES A GIRL:

1.The guy will try to make you laugh.
2.He'll flirt with you when he can.
3.He might try to show off around you.
4.He'll help you out, if you ask for it.
5.He'll stick up for you when you need it most.
6.He'll be friendly to you and all your friends.
7.He might call you for no good reason.
8.He might make fun of you, in a joking way.
9.He'll tell you that you did good, even if you did horrible.
10.He'll make eye contact with a happy grin on his face.

CNY-2010-

*Had spend a quality time with my family*
*Is enjoy*
*have fun too*
*frens get to reunion*
*ang pau is not that much,but nvm is stil happy*

心情很沉重

Bad news come from sudden~ -Down- my fren named edison yong wing hong, an accidents happen on him...serious condition and today is the 5th day he sleep(coma-ing) in hospital(ICU)~ (Genaral hospital of Kuala Lumpur)everybody is waiting for him to wake up! everybody is having a HOPE between them! include me! everybody is worried! Everybody is praying hard! everybody is waiting him to wake up and celebrate his 20th bufday that is coming on 14 of march! i did pay him a visit on the 3rd day, alots of his frens was there onces i reached... sad faces are all showing through his parents his fren's facesss=( all keep SILENT & TEARS dripping~ when i go in that time i couldnt recognise him, coz he body look swollen after few days cause of accident~ i touched his hand is hard, and is cold...My tears is started dripping down on my cheek!i feel so sam tung~ tat i couldnt do anything just can stand beside him and remind him must WAKE UP A.S.A.P! you must stay strong ok! i just miss the days we have been together~ hong~ you faster wake up! dont sleep too long le~ im gonna miss you!u will recover as fast as lightning rite? promise me pls! *pray hard*

ILOVEYOU

I maybe not that good for you. But at least I know Im the only one who try to be more than just "Good" for you :)

+Be Strong+

life's full of ups and down...
the down parts make us stronger day by day...
the up part makes us happy...
but according to newton's 3rd law...
for every action there's an equal and opposite reaction...
so, therefore, things must be balanced... just cheer up...
it's just a piece of thorn in ur path of life... be strong!

Is that true???

如果第三者的出現讓男友變心，不要也罷了
Well,sometimes cannot say it that way also...
Who knows maybe they have pissed off with his gf and they need some space btw him and his gf..this time the THIRD ppl come in the right time and "do the right thing?" i don't know but as i know if a relationship having problem its very easy to happen this kind of thing like "Triangle Relationship"

Who knows is the girl actually think too much(well,don't know why girl like to thinks alot's)and without knowing the answer and start to do STUPID things..both of them started not to trust each others(lossing Trust from both side)end up..you are the one who give chances to the"THIRD" person to get close with ur bf or say it in others way you are the one who "freegift"-BF- to ppl..u r the one who spoiled the relationship!(for wat???!)its doesnt worth rite! So,nomatter what believe in them..a relationship needed TRUST from both side,without Trust there is NTG!

I wish it will not happen to my bebe <3 himsomuch.

-You make me growth-

iwilllearnfromthat.iloveyou.

I just cant control myself..tears keep... T___T

Big misunderstanding...(crying like mad now T____T)argue with my bebe le.. i juz wanna let u know i will change coz of you! i jz cannot lost you! i feel so scared! if that moment u really say "we r finish!" i feel like dying infront of you..pls...dont~ever~say..that to me pls~"Im sorry for suspend you..just give me somethimes to change okie~i will, i promise you! what u expect from me..it will HAPPEN one day..trust me! and the day is coming SOON! I believe that i can make IT WORKS! trust me babe..i need ur trust!iloveyousomuch!

ilovethis

If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore .
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life ;
If you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore .
A girl won't cry easily, except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak .
A girl won't cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she puts down her ego .

Guys, if a girl cries because of you please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life .
Guys, if a girl cries because of you, please don't give her up .
Maybe because of your decision, you ruin her life .
When she cry right in front of you, when she cry because of you, look into her eyes .
Can you see n feel the pain n hurt her feeling ?

Think .
Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity, infront of you,
And because of you? She cry not because she is weak ;
She cry not because she wants sympathy or pity,
She cry, because crying silently is no longer possible .
The pain and hurt have become too big a burden to be kept inside .

Guys, think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out to you, and all because of you ;
Its time to look back on what u have done, only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it, cause someday,
It may be too late for regrets . It may be too late to say "Im sorry".


To all the guys . Ponder this message seriously.
Don't do this to a girl, you may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life, she's the only one that love YOU the most.

Idontneedthatshit*

Stays Strong.

JODEE Rock!!!

Lost Focus. . .

Omg! Today weather is so WORM,my room just like a "Sona room" is like on a HOTPOT..cant focus at all...anyway,my test is around the corner!!!watyouthink???

Sunny Day-Outing with bebe-

Today i woke up quite late is around one something, then i send a msg to bebe say that im going to library and borrow some business book for my management subject..with my mind is half blur i didnt know today actually is a public holiday(thaipusam) library is not open obviously..i was like..(goddamnit)so we went out to have lunch in Seremban~ Yummie noodles call "Ngao Lam Min"-Beef noodles- was quite delicious..and after lunch we go to jusco, we bought a pair of RING that engrave our name on it(sweet~)..then we catched a movie,the movie named "THE LEGION" wooo..sound interesting and the poster of the movie was quite attractive..(Its catched our ATTENTION)and decided to watch it! hmmmm...2hours later, we are quite blur bout wats is going on..the movie is like no ENDING~ Is actually related to religion..(im not sure..)hmmm..RATE:2STAR out of 5!!! hehe..anyway is quite enjoy outing with my bb today=)

Windy night

In a silent street and a windy night...
lots of thing suddenly pop out in mymind...
You make me understand the situation...
You cheer me up...
You dun mind to share ur time with me...
You dont mind to share ur story to me...
I get all the dark cloud cover up my mind...
Until i couldn't find my way out...
You are the one who help me out from there..
You are the one showing me the direction..
Now i know what should i do...
Thanks for guiding me all the way out from DARK Cloud...
Now i can see the RAINBOW after all the dark Cloud...